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i feel defeated but ....
Saturday, July 28, 2018 | 11:07 AM | 0 panda
Because of that and the feelings that i felt, I've distanced myself from being sociable with anyone except with my close friends, family and my soulmate. it's scary. To me , whenever i talked it would make things go bad or wrong. You can probably say that i'm having a "antelophobia" which means i have "the fear of imperfection and the fear of never being good enough." I'm not telling you it is going to be easy, but i'm telling you it's going to be worth it.
I'm so thankful that i met this guy that is now my soulmate, without him i would never know what true love really is and i would probably be trap with my insecurities and my demons.
Also there is a lesson that life have given to me. If you want a relationship work, you should love him as you love your family, sometimes it's gonna be hard even impossible, but like with your family you need to go through that kind of moments to enjoy the good one. Relation aren't easy, and we need to remember that each one is a world apart, and only you and your partner know what is really happening between you. There's gonna be sometimes you will need space, but that doesn't mean apart. People constantly feel that if you ask for some space in you're relationship, it mean something is going wrong. But the true is we are human and we need free time to reconnect to ourselves and that's okay. Don't fear to ask space or give space to your partner.
The worst thing you can do is consume each other till you forget who you are as a individual.
Some people are actually afraid of being too happy because they think something tragic is going to happen soon. But thankfully that i managed to do it with the help of the ones that loved me for who i am. They never give up and they believe in me. Be patience, have courage and be kind. God knows what his doing, jut never give up in life.
Sincerely, Safiya ♥