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Thursday, February 15, 2018 | 7:07 AM | 0 panda
At the month of June, I have the guts of doing what I’ve been wanted to do to propose to him to be mine. My best friend is in a relationship with my silly boy’s friend and now it’s my turn to ask I can’t wait no longer on the 3rd June 11.30pm I propose to him, telling my feelings toward him like all boys would be talking to make a girl melt. Hahaha then at 12.00am 4th June 2012, he accepted my proposal but he wants to keep our relationship secret what he meant is let people know by themselves. But, to me I’m guessing that he is not accepting this relationship sincerely that’s why he wants to keep it secret or let people know by themselves. But whatever, his officially mine ♥ Then, I didn’t come to my extra class (tuisyen) because my beloved cousin passed away, she had an accident while driving home from KLIA highway to her house at Damansara.
2 days later, I was sad and I remembered what she did for me. But life must go on, and I’m sad that my cousin just left us early, I assumed she was happy because she knew I’ve got my love to be with until my dying day and I would have a new best friend when she is gone.
After all this sadness about the lost of my beloved cousin, I’m happy with my first love that I fell in love since day one. The struggle is real, it’s not a joke. While we are in a relationship, we exchanged our Facebook account that means he can open mine, and I can open his. Suddenly, I found out he was cheating on me. More than 4 months I was in love with him and I found out that this is happening to me. What is my fault? I was so sad that I literally want to let him go because it hurts my feelings. But he tried his best to correct the situation and explained it to me, though I’m so disappointed but I try to give him chances to improve his mistakes because he said this is all his girlfriends when he was officially single, before he was been cheated to a Chinese girl who fucks other boys and he saw a love bite at her boobs. Since then he was becoming a playboy until he meets me. Actually, he wasn’t really serious with me yet. I notice that because many times I caught him cheating until we break up many times. We were always having an issue until we break up for real. We have our own ways, but still we stick with each other even though we have our own partners. Our love is getting stronger day by day, he loves me sincerely and I’m in love with him too. Love is a gamble, sometimes we are in a good terms and sometimes we are not. But I believe that my love life will remain until our dying days just have to be strong and trust each other also never cheat. I and him are always in a fight, we cried together and everything together. I knew since the first time I saw him, he was the one. Even though, we will have to face many more problems we still have to stick with each other, protect each other and trust each other most important things is to always love each other no matter what happens. I would rather give him 20 chances than giving 20 different guys a chance, I choose to be stupid than be a hoe. Yes, he is allowed to have other friends but he just have to love me more than his friends. The best thing a relationship is where we can act like complete idiots together is probably the best thing ever I could ever have.
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