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Yes, i believe in first love
Saturday, December 30, 2017 | 4:04 AM | 0 panda
When I first time saw him
Love doesn't come by always, it only comes one time. It’s true, when I was 14 years old I’m a girl who is very naughty and yes I am the naughtiest girl that you can't imagine. Every time I tried to fall in love or have a thing with anyone I would just be in a relationship not more than a month. I don't know... maybe I couldn't find my true love and couldn't find the right one that can accept me for who I am. It took about 2 years to forget and forgive the ex boyfriends that I was in a relationship because it seems that I can’t fall in love anymore so I decide to be alone for quite some time, after the recovery from fake love I finally have moved on with all the ‘fuck boys’ that wasn’t qualified to be in my life. So I enjoyed my life with all my friends and I was so damn happy that there’s not a single problem in my life towards ‘men’ yeah I just said that. Hahahaha☺
Next day, me and my friends come to ‘taman flat 41’ to hang out with my school friends while we were hanging out, I saw this boy that makes me dreaming in my own world with him, I ask myself is this what we call true love at first sight? Or maybe first crush or my very first love? Well, I guess it is. Gosh, I’m in love with that silly boy that I haven’t even spoken to before. Am I crazy? It’s like I’m smiling whenever I’m seeing his face , my face are all red and suddenly I can’t even speak. That means what I’m feeling now is how it feels when you are falling in love. To be honest, to me his so DAMN charming, but I’m not sure if my friends agree with my choice about him. Also, to his friends I’m not that beautiful cause boys won’t even want to have a girlfriend that is hideous like me.
At the end of the year, I notice that his friends are teasing me and calling me ugly also they are making fun of me. And I saw him laughing too that really breaks my heart, I feel humiliated. So I started hating him and I don’t come to ‘taman flat 41’ anymore cause I’m not ready to face their cruelty to a girl like me who is innocent and also is in love with their friend. I stayed home quite some time to heal back and I started playing ‘Facebook’ more just to forget about how hurtful I am. But I’m still in love with the silly boy that I haven’t even spoken to I just can’t stop remembering his smile and everything about him , it makes me want to know him more.