Does your past memories hurt?
Sunday, February 26, 2017 | 10:40 AM | 0 panda
Oh yes , the past can hurt. But the way i see it, we can either run from it or learn from it . Just because the past did not turn out like what you wanted it to, it does not mean your future cant be better than you ever imagined.My darkest past about the people i love (that does not stay even though they promised they will stay)
it does really hurt by just seeing their face . They may think that i forgive them but deep inside my heart and my mind they are actually my enemy , i prayed for them to die (seriously)
But i prefer not to, i just want them to feel how i felt when i was with them. Since than , my trust towards anybody is like a wind(except my love and my family)
, i only trust their actions that can only be a prove to show to me . If i choose not to trust then i wont trust anything you say , i will still entertain you nicely but there is always something behind that "nicely" thing . Actually i don't even know what am i talking about , everything in life does hurt (sometimes)
because you faced it all alone , nobody will understand how you feel and what you are going through . No one will ever notice your tears, your sadness and your pain but they only notice all your mistakes . I know , i was there once . But my principle towards life is "there will be someone that comes along one day and offers you an entire galaxy when you only expected a single planet.
" . Its quite a long journey to find somebody to forget your past . i found the right one and i love him so much . Some people maybe wont accept us because of certain things but still he is my strength , he was there when no one was there until i am somebody now (susah senang sama-sama)
. He accepts me for who i am and i am proud of being me when i'm with him . its like we can get along together. Laugh,fights and many more just like best friends . When you know you love each other and still can be our best friends . Isn't that just a great feeling ? To all my silent reader out there , The past will make you hurt and gave up on living but someday there will be somebody that could saved you from drowning . My new chapter of love and happiness has begun for almost 6 years and i hope all of you will be happy soon ♥
SINCERELY , SAFIYA 😚